I've said it before and I'll say it again.
I was THE worst knight in Avalon for the longest time. I died more and this is a fact, than everybody else a couple weeks, put together. Apollo got tired of my death spam and forced me dp for week.
I couldn't beat peers not that I got the oportunity to fight peers very often. Avalon was a daily jail house brawl.
And I was the gimp.
I can't code my way out of a paper bag, This is th eone piece of advice I can give you , just like I gave pneuman a very long time ago when he complained about the same thing you are now. Keep trying.
Try, and Try , Try till your arms are too weary, Try till everything is a reaction not a conscious thought. Try till you figure stuff out and ask questions.
That being said, A Thakrian Bard is an abomination and if I were you I would never lose ddw because I swear to christ they will write a new help sadism about what I do to you.
Written by my hand on the 22nd of Leaflost, in the year 1306.