Krill you can posture all you want, I remember very fondly on how you kicked the ever loving shit out of thakrian sorcs a fourth your size but in retaliation for having screwed me.
I remember very well you fighting people much smaller than yourself. Thakrian ofcourse. true evil ofcourse... because parrius never did anything evil like. harbor Zenichiro and march 80,000 men into mercinae and raze it.
For THAT alone I have enough reason in my being to wish the erradication of all that is parrian. But no.
I am a follower of Castigere, and I show restraint. Angharad . the ones who's possessions i stripped is neither small nor did she have no choice. she is a pacifist who loses pacifism participates in combat then gets screwed I offered her a deal, to refuse any further aid to ANY thakrian, but she refused. I was fair, I gave her a choice, she scoffed at it.
Unlike the evil you compare me to Krill I don't attack without provocation, I killed Fizzy after he enemied to rituals, I kill Caldur because he has teamed me, I kill narissa because she is worthless, insane, a teamer and a liar. I kill koenen because he is Tiny Zeni down to the bullshit. Every one I kill there is a reason. Belgadeth is just evil. period. Plaman is wanabe evil, oh wait one more thing. plaman angharad is the type of PW you swore to hate and destroy, one that jumps back and forth betwe
en the protection.
So I tell you this. in a gesture of my fairness, I give a chance to parrians who wish to remain outside of the conflict the opportunity to msg me.
I will ignore you, during fights as long as you don't attack me directly. this includes staves and rituals ofcourse. If you don't message me I will consider you all enemies again. People who seek the destruction of Life, Justice, and the city of dreams. As such, as enemy fighters I will crush you.
I'm not going to attack you first Krill, if you attack me though i'll fight back. You can believe the lies they tell about me fine. But unlike you, who left us, I was able to maintain MY beliefs, and my Honor.
All Evil needs to win is to have good men sit idle. You were Idle my friend, when thakria razed mercinae, when thakria attacked parrius, and tore down her walls, you were Idle while Zenichiro summoned people into parrian stockrooms and stripped them to nothingness. Don't sit on your high horse and tell me you maintain a modicum of nobility, the only war you have ever fought is against the odd thakrian you could slaughter.
Fight the war like I do, vs all of them, vs all sides even though it doesn't BENEFIT you, you didn't call Zenichiro down on his evil while he was a leader of Parrius. You let him do his Evil, I always forgave you because I knew how hard it was to be alone in Avalon, you were the lone follower of light in Parrius, in retrostpect however I have to ask you this. since you seem to like to preach.
WHY DID YOU LET ZENICHIRO DO THE SHIT HE DID TO SOO MANY YOUNG, AND INEXPERIENCED PLAYERS, HATRED FOR HIM STILL CONSUMES ME FOR WHAT HE DID TO ME WHEN I WAS A SQUIRE, AND YOU SUFFERED HIM IN YOUR CITY. ... WHY.
Some of you may consider me crazy but the fact is I tell the truth where I see it, and i'm uncomplicated, and don't play politics. Telling the truth gets me in trouble, and my feelings do too, but with me you know where you stand.
Paint me with whatever brush you wish, this post is written in pain as I see one who I considered a friend betray me like so many others. I never changed, I keep fighting the good fight, tis you who have gotten old and weak and don't have the balls to speak up.
Written by my hand on the 14th of Cloudburst, in the year 1140.