Yes,paladin,times change and people change. I found myself questioning path i chose back in my youth.
Yes,i turned into someone i disliked earlier and i do not certainly like this change but it is something that needed to be done.
I do not care anymore for nothing but serving my home and guild to the best of my abilities and understanding.
On the side note - i am always glad to see those who proclaimed once to follow Light turning their face to us.
There is little number of things that brings me more joy then seing once proud,honourable people not denying darkness in their souls any more.
I am glad to see that more and more of them making peace with themselvs in understanding that now they've become something they fought against all their life.
Written by my hand on the 25th of Cloudburst, in the year 1044.