Dont be silly. You cant march your army around in a rage shouting about razing stuff then be like oh haha, just kidding!! Fooled you all!
The point is - the point i think you are missing is that you killed your own men. Your ego specifically, killed your own men. All your other \"points\" are pretty moot now i think. Especially given that you killed your own men to prove a point, thus proving me right - that you are an unfit leader who puts his own ego before what is right for his guild.
Written by my hand on the 5th of Ilmarael, in the year 1344.