What is \"pathetically transparent\" is the fact that your main post has been completely ignored because it is a tragic sob story that is clearly geared towards making everyone sympathetic to your imagined plight. You don't realise that if you truly had loved Mercinae as much as you claim then you wouldn't be taking your anger towards a select few people out on the city as a whole.
Fix your story so that it doesn't make you look like the tragic hero who has only ever existed in fairy tales and you might get a response from the people whose attention you so crave.
Hater of one-sided sob stories, Kalevi.
Written by my hand on the 19th of Eleuthral, in the year 1271.