So you openly admit to enlisting someone of little experience to do your dastardly deeds? And expect sympathy be laid upon her? You should be ashamed.
Leading the young and inexperienced to do tasks your elder fighters cannot complete is below even the most cowardly acts. Persphone can say she knew of the consequences all she wants, but her post regarding the consequences clearly states otherwise.
YOU should be ashamed.
Written by my hand on the 19th of Springflower, in the year 1192.