First of all, pacifist never means being good. If you check I am neutral. Secondly I choose to live and experience avalon with free will that includes freedom of expression, so you know what you can do. I rarely pick poisons and even when I do, I do not need to justify it to you or anyone. Live your shallow life, and let me live mine

Written by my hand on the 10th of Ilmarael, in the year 1131.