As you very well know, I didn't even try and attack you before you bb'd. If I wanted to attack, I could, as heartjab does go through the alkar of rebirth.
Considering how long it took you to actually type bb after I portalled to you (and I wasn't immediately), I can only presume you're just trying to convince yourself that you didn't do it on purpose.
The initial post wasn't meant for the public bb, so apologies to all.
Written by my hand on the 7th of Mournsend, in the year 1118.