Had you simply been motivated by a change of heart, as you say, then your
leaving Thakria would not have caused any sort of commotion. But, given that
you abused the trust that was placed in you by the Seers guild, you have made
a very grave mistake indeed. Was doing that a condition by which you would be
allowed back into Mercinae? If so, you should realize that you're just being
used as a pawn. If you did it of your own free will, then congratulations on
using your wits to outsmart us, but recognize that your actions have
consequences. I'd recommend staying protected for quite a long time, or choosing
pacifism for the rest of your Avalon life.
Written by my hand on the 9th of Mournsend, in the year 1111.