You considered me your friend? Where were you when I kept dying over and over again? Where was anyone? No no, I've pretty much been on my own most of my life here in Avalon. Since leaving I've been told how useless I am, and how much of an idiot I
am. I was ignored most of my life, now all of a sudden I have all this attention. So come kill me as often as you can, when you are brave enough to leave temples. But once again I simply ask all those that accuse me of betrayls. How have I betray
After looking up betray, I see it may be to fail or desert esp. in time of need. But if that is the case, then that would be anyone who has left Mercinae? Perhaps you as others are confused in thinking I left because of getting killed all the time w
ith noone bothering to help. I didn't leave because of deaths or attacks or bullied. I'm still getting that, and worse from those who call themselves good and just. I see them as sadistic as I'm sure they see me as an easy kill. Well enjoy the eas
y kills while they last, for I shall become a competent fighter now that I have those who will help me.
Written by my hand on the 11th of Eleuthral, in the year 1111.