I wanted this to be in a letter, these words for you I wanted only you to see, but I know Avalon must realise what I have to say.
We were once so close, and I turned my back on you. You protected me when I was in grave danger and stood by my side when I needed you the most, watched over me when I didn't even realise it, and showed me what the relationship between mortal and god
I took that for granted, when the slightest hurtle came I ran like a coward and didn't think twice of who I betrayed, of what I was loseing and how much you mean to me.
I let others influence me, I doubted myself and most importantly, I doubted you. I've made alot of mistakes in my life, but this one I will never forgive myself for. I miss you, I will always miss you, but my choice is my undoing, I can only now beg f
or penance and hope you will give me that.
I remember the day you came to me while I rallied my troops, and the contents of that you and I only know. I cherish that day you honoured me with your secrets and our relationship only grew stronger until the day I carelessly walked away. I will liv
e in eternity of what I gave up and regret of what could have been forever.
I ask you now, Lord Nostradamus, tell me what I can do, if anything, for your forgiveness, I beg of you, let us end this, I am at your mercy now and forever for my ignorance.
Written by my hand on the 30th of Skyelong, in the year 1090.